some old paintings

once you die you need to do it all over again until you get it right

            

why do we shed sea water when we're sad?

i used to lay in the fields at my granparents' farm in Poland. Hiding and dreaming and experiencing a connection i wish would last forever, but it doesn't because then i grew up and lost all the knowledge that is important in life.

so i haven't posted any paintings or artwork in a while...more like a month. here are some paintings i've done a while ago, ranging from the ages of 16 to 21, noted that i am 23 now. i wish that art would play a bigger role in my life, it used to be the only role that my life played, yet things change and happen and i can only adapt to what is presented to me. right now maybe i'm not meant to focus on art, maybe i just need to focus on getting my shit together.














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jack.

jack nicholson was a stud.

My Resolutions

1. Do what i want.
2. Live for Adventure
3. Cut back on planning
4. Stop counting on others
5. THINK POSITIVE!

and of all the friends and enemies she's made along the way,
they are no where in her thoughts
as she dives beneath the waves





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my new year's resolution is to be more like these guys.