some old paintings

once you die you need to do it all over again until you get it right

            

why do we shed sea water when we're sad?

i used to lay in the fields at my granparents' farm in Poland. Hiding and dreaming and experiencing a connection i wish would last forever, but it doesn't because then i grew up and lost all the knowledge that is important in life.

so i haven't posted any paintings or artwork in a while...more like a month. here are some paintings i've done a while ago, ranging from the ages of 16 to 21, noted that i am 23 now. i wish that art would play a bigger role in my life, it used to be the only role that my life played, yet things change and happen and i can only adapt to what is presented to me. right now maybe i'm not meant to focus on art, maybe i just need to focus on getting my shit together.














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